Friday, January 29, 2010

Life seems so meaningless nw.....

Actually i dunno wat shld i write...wat i can say is i nv ever tot tat such things will happen to me loh....n i dunno wat shld i do.....i m really very 辛苦....if really *** can solve my problem i dun mind loh....or if i am able to forget who i m or even everything n start my life afresh i will b v glad...i really dun wish to tink so much...it is making me goin crazy wen can all tis STOP?????????????

老天爷CAN U PLS TELL ME WAT SHLD I DO?????Y MUST U LET ALL TIS THINGS HAPPEN TO ME.....Y MUST U LET ME NOE?????????I WANNA B E STUPID GAL WHO CAN LIVE HAPPILY WITHOUT TO TINK SO MUCH.......WAT HAVE I DONE TO DESERVE ALL TIS?????I REALLY DUNNO N DUN UNDERSTAND......

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Is FridaY here yet????

He is nt ard le...haiz...so lonely sia...nw can oni hope tat e time can pass faster loh...den sat mornin will b able to see him liao le...hehehe...really hope tat wen i open my eyes it is already friday le...e 1st day without him i already wake up late liao le loh...wen i woke up tat time e sky is so bright le...hahahaha...n it's already 7+ le loh...haiz...no choice hav to take cab to work le....hehehe...
These few days hav to eat wif my gal alone n go hm wif her alone aso loh...but lucky is weekday sia...den day time i will b workin e time will pass faster if there's things for me to do....if nt more jia lat loh...yst nite wen he reach tat time he did cal me ar....so happy to noe tat he had reach safely....hope tat everything will go smoothly for him....

Friday, January 15, 2010

Feel happy for him but also will not bear....

Eh...yst he told me tat he will hav to go overseas tis sun le...haiz...in a way i m happy for him but i will b sad also lah...cos means tat i will b alone wen he is nt ard ma....but i aso hav to let him go cos if i tie him here he will nt b able to do anything ma....so jus let him go n hope tat he will success loh...really hope so leh...if nt all e effort will b wasted le....wen he is nt ard i will hav to stop myself for spending le....hope tat tis is a gd start for him ba...
Yst nite helped him to book e air ticket le...but he won't b flyin on sun lah...cos dunno y there isn't any flight on tat day...den e day he wanted to cum back aso no flight loh...aiyo...so no choice changed date loh...he will b flyin on mon and be back on fri nite....n cos of changed of date i will hav to cancel my driving lesson n bioskin appt loh...haiz...e bioskin already changed for e 3rd time liao le loh....change till me aso pai sey liao le loh...hahahaha...but no choice ar...still hav to change...
I told him he must make sure he will at least cal me once a day loh...to let me noe he is safe n sound ma...even if he dun wanna waste money on phone cal, he must webcam wif me loh...hehehe....

Monday, January 11, 2010

Lesson start....

My drivin lesson start last sat liao le...hehehe...eh...quite fun de...on e 2nd day e instructor already ask me to go on e road liao le....hehehe...at 1st quite nervous de...e instructor always ask me nt to grip e steeling wheel so tight loh...hahaha...cos nervous ma...hahaha...
These few mths hav to b gd girl n stay at hm loh...cos my lesson is weekend mornin de...everyday hav to wake up so early loh...but ok lah...hope will b able to pass faster loh...next wk my gal dancing lesson aso start liao le...dunno hw she will react sia...but jus hope tat she won't cry ba...hahaha...cos she is a cry baby loh....

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Hip Hop Kids....

2day went to Jitterbugs n registered my gal liao le...hehehe...actually he wanted to let her join ballet de cos he say she is already so active liao le...scare hiphop will make her worse sia...but e timing for e ballet is nt convenience for us...so no choice we have chosen hiphop for her loh...hiaz...hope she will like it ba....actually i m afraid tat she will cry loh...haiz...dunno hw sia...but hope she wont ba....her course will start on e 16th Jan le....hehehe...so excited for her sia...tis yr frm Jan on i will b v busy during e weekend loh....cannot go out n drink liao le...cos sat n sun early mornin i will hav to go to SSDC for my pratical liao le...den sat afternoon will b my gal hiphop classes....feel tat she grow up liao le...but still as naughty lah...hahaha....

Watch The Treasures Hunter at Tampines Mall

2day me n my hubby bought my gal to Tampines Mall to watch The Treasures Hunter....hehehe...actually me wanted to watch Old Dog de...but hiaz...he dun 1 loh...tink he will prefer chinese movie ba...den my gal saw The Treasures Hunter poster aso wanted to watch it loh...but dunno whether she understand anot sia...cos in e cinema she jus eat, eat n eat her popcorn nia loh....hahahaha....den she fall asleep wen e show is goin to end....after the movie went to Tampines 1 to walk walk...nan de go there must go walk awhile loh....hahaha...

See.....she is tryin to sell herself loh....wahahaha....

Nowadays she like to do funny face loh....n tis pose she like it alot sia...hahahaha...